"its me and the moon" she says
i got no trouble with that
but i am a butterfly
you wouldnt let me die
"its me and the moon" she says
and its over but it just started
the blood stained the carpet
her heart like a crystal
shes lucid and departed
a life left behind
she can find in her mind gone away

okay so today i went to school, detention after school.. it was pretty funny actually.. umm
me and rian had detention w/ krier who i convinced to let us on the computers so he sent
us to gustins who didnt know that we had detention so he let us talk till he found out n then
when he said 'no talking' we just text msgd eachother.. (more to tell if you ask) then my
sister picked up me n rian, dropped her off, at 6 we left to pick her back up (we were all
gunna go n chill on base) but then she couldnt go cause her mom wasnt back yet n no one
would be there to watch her brothers.. so me n my sister left had some competitions in some
stuff n i won (ask and i'll tell you lol) then rians mom still wasnt home so me n my sis went
to eat dessert at uhh Uno's - i highly suggest the brownie bowls - yumm hah anyway THEN
rians mom STILL wasnt home so me n my sister hung out at the movie place, rented a shit
load of movies _whichweareabouttowatch_ then afterwards i found out plans would have to
wait for 8.30 to roll around n my mom wouldnt want me out like that late so my sis said no
for giving us a ride so we i guess.. cancelled and then i came home and sang karaoke with
my mother n watched the end of american idol and then watched some TV movie with her
and then now im here writing and conversing with people until my sister and i start our movie
marathon. umm i had something planned but my luck didnt pull through and now im stuck
to where i was last night.. again. i hate feeling like this. make me happy. or maybe thats
asking for too much. eh.. forget it.

seems as the new fad to post this quiz..
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:

Level	Score
Purgatory (Repenting Believers)	High
Level 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)	Low
Level 2 (Lustful)	Moderate
Level 3 (Gluttonous)	Low
Level 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)	Very Low
Level 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)	High
Level 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)	Very Low
Level 7 (Violent)	Very High
Level 8- the Malebolge (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers)	High
Level 9 - Cocytus (Treacherous)	Low

Take the Dante's Inferno Hell Test

you and i
cold February night
its been a half an hour
taking sweet time saying our goodbyes
one minute more - GO!
the best day of my life
is all thanks to you
precious remembrance
single rainy day or February
few scenes from my life
or moments mean more to me
than our fine nights
i remember like yesterday
the time of my life

what the heck is going on.. everything is somewhat the norm i guess.. nothing too big besides
from the skipping and the changing and whatnot.. people are the same (kinda).. things are all
running like they would usually run. but why am i still sitting here wondering whats wrong with
me? oh man.. i dont feel like i can do anything right. :s i am completely sad right now and i
cant even figure out where this is coming from!! ugh.. i have a headache again.. i had one the
day before and yesterday too.. i dont know if its again / still. umm my dads comin home sat i
hope hannah can come friday we shall see.. i found 2 hair styles i might want.. i have yet to
decide which one.. i am about to just say "hannah.. just.. have fun" yeah.. thats what i did last
time. well i gotta jet.. i just dont feel like typing what im feeling. i dont know how. better for my
readers that i dont anyway..

its time to say enough is enough
you would be so better off
you love him but tough
because it's not coming back from him
you cant win
stop expecting change
he's just a lost cause
that you're waiting on
take a look around
you could have anyone

ahh well.. thank you's are all out to those who filled out the survey in my last entry. umm
things right now are pretty wack. i just dont get anything really.. things are moving so fast
everything is just a blur. people are angry at me and i dont understand if its really something
that i did or if its just that im the next person around them for the to vent at. i guess i should
really just learn how to get out of peoples way. but off of the sad stuff.. school is tomorrow
and 7/10 chances are that my principal will confront me about thursday and i will have to
explain to him what happened. especially since some fucker told him that they saw me in
the damn woods and now they think im a druggie and they will probably make me a take a
drug test. stupid people. i'll pass it but still.. just the hassle of knowing that someone will want
me to take it.. its just disapointing. well i just met this girl. who is rather cute.. and she might
do my hair for me. you know.. its really weird because when i finally need someone to talk
to.. guess who calls me up one night. uh huh.. aaron. weirdness aint it? especially when he
out and says "i heard about what happened im sorry" ..hmm wackie. well im looking up funky
styles for my hair.. this time.. im going all out. hell yes i am.. wish me luck <<3

ps - sometimes im torn between giving up or trying to fix things
this time i think i just give up

hmm try and be nice here..

* I ____________ krystle.
* krystle is ________
* When i first met krystle, _______
* I think krystle should _______
* krystle needs ________
* I want krystle to ______
* Someday krystle will ______
* krystle reminds me of ______
* without krystle __________
* Worst thing about krystle ________
* Best thing about krystle is _______
* I am _____ with krystle
* krystle 's best feature is _______
* one word to describe krystle would be ____

you dont do it on purpose
but you make me shake
now i count the hours til you wake
with your babies breath
breathe symphonies
come on sweet catastrophe

hola - today is going to be a very.. moody day i guess. i just woke up and its 11.15 in the
A.M. yesterday was really killer it sucked. umm i was angry all day. and then when it came
time for Graphic Arts (my last class of the day) i was extremly pissed and needed to get
away so i skipped with ryan and her friend paul picked us up and we just drove around it
sucked and i think that.. that was when i finally realized im changing again. i dont want to
smoke. i dont want to drink. i dont want to do any of those things and i just want to chill.
compare that to my last cycle of drinking/chain smoking/and cutting. eh i do some pretty
stupid stuff. (dont get mad i havent done the cutting scene in forever) anyway.. yeah..
change is so weird. because i know what im changing away from but i dont know what im
changing towards. oh well i guess all i can do on this one is sit it out. my dad called last
night because the school told him i left and apparently someone saw me come out of the
woods (?) which is bull. i came back after school ended cause there was an SCA meeting
that i couldnt miss. hah im so dumb.. skip and come back. oh well whats done is done. it
was stupid and i guess the only way i ever learn is the hard way. so i'll just have to deal
with that. krier called my dad and dad called me.. from new mexico. i told him that i was
sitting outside the guidance councelors office during the whole class period but i didnt leave
the school. i know that he didnt by it. possibly because i didnt bother to make it sound as
if it werent a lie. i feel bad now. and i need to take responsibility for my own actions thats
part of the whole growing up cycle now isnt it? i dont know but either way i feely feel as if
i should fess up. so i text msged my dad (i would have called but if he was in a meeting then
it woulda sucked) so i told him i lied and that i want to tell him the truth now and if he had
the time later to give me a call and i will tell him. oh man.. yesterday - early morning, me
and bob snuck out and walked around. it was cold so i snuck him inside and we watch part
of ghost ship. we missed the beginning when we were outside. uhh yeah.. (im really dumb)
i was upset that night cause the day didnt go so well i guess i needed the time out. : S i
would write more about my life and whats going on right now but to some of you who read
this.. its none of your business. well.. im out. to wait for my dad to call me. ::sigh:: laters

ps - what do you guys think of my new blog??